Here it comes!

That stinkin’ pregnancy anxiety!!!

Does anyone else get this?

The overwhelming fear that someone can get into my house and “get” me.

Or that something is wrong with John doesn’t pick up his phone…

The looming anxiety of “what will go wrong THIS weekend”…

I’m afraid of the dark.

I’m check every single lock in the house when I’m left alone in it.

When I try to nap, I always have a nightmare and wake up paranoid that it really happened, or am just frazzled by the realness of the dream!

I guess I need to just be thankful that it isn’t as bad as my pregnancy with Harper. MUCH worse then, I think because I lived alone for 6-7 months of my pregnancy in a shady apartment and sometimes never knew if John had made it home or to work okay without being psycho.

This too shall pass……but hopefully it won’t take 6 months to go away.

Here’s one good thing that happened recently: I shaved my legs thanks to reading my friend’s post over at ExpectingTwo !! 🙂


4 thoughts on “Here it comes!

  1. i feel the same way when i’m home alone….it’s good to know i’m not the only one who checks the locks time and time again before i go and barricade myself in my room and pray i don’t hear strange noises.

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